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@ 11:49 PM
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@ 10:52 PM
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@ 10:38 PM
I dreamt that i was going bck to S'pore n usually i get my hp signal at d checkpoint..so i dreamt that when i gt my hp signal i received 7 msgs..5 msgs were frm my frens n 2 msgs frm him..so i read his msgs first..d first msg he wrote dis.."2 days is very long for me..i miss you so much.." n d 2nd msg was d one which made my heart knocking..he wrote this " i realised i cnt be alone..can we be together..forever?" i would go jelly on my feet if this was real..bt sadly its jus a sweet dream..i dream i wish would happen soon..
Well d 2nd dream was rather unneeded..at all..in my dream all i saw was Ira n Aidil...strangely my skul canteen wasn't my skul canteen..i felt more like in Mac'D..there was escalator in my skul..Den the dream started wen me n my frens settled at d table..i asked my fren wat she wants so i cn buy her food..n Aidil was on d same lane as me..so wen i wanted to get out Aidil purposely blocked me..after that d nxt thing i could remember i was going dwn a staircase wit my fren..carrying a tray full of food..n den aft that d nxt scene was me n my frens were cycling n i saw Aidil n he was showing off his moves on d bike n i heard Ira say "its normal..Aidil's always showing off" den d nxt thing me n my "frens" were cycling thru an army range..wen i realised it was an army range we ran out of d place bt sumhow d tunnels ended up in d hospital which was infested with ZOMBIES..n d thing is tat d zombies aren't slow or dead..they're fast..lightning fast..so i pulled my frens and i was running as fast as my legs could carry me..i rmbr going down a lane full of houses which was quite..nt really infested with zombies den i turned right den i turned left..den i raced past by dis one zombie..gosh i pulled my fren along...we ran n ran all d way bck to skul..all the way bck to skul we were chased by zombies..my fren nearly gave up..till i said "pull urself together..jus get in d damn room..its very close jus drag urself a bit more!!" in d end she managed to get in d room n she helped me try to close d door bt the zombies were so strong..at that moment flashbacks starts to happen..i pictured d smiles on my family's face..smiles on Aidil's face..smiles on my beloved frens faces n d smiles on his face..wondering how they are..wishing to tell them how much i loved them..n den phoof!! i woke up wit my hands covering my face..dis nightmare shows how much i should cherish my loved ones while i still can..
its alrdy 2 days since i last talked to u
i dun even imagined i would be missing u dis bad..
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@ 12:33 AM
Well tuesday had last paper which is bio..yeah..tough paper..very2 tough..i rmbr aft d paper d tchr was like"guys could u wait until u r in d canteen b4 u shout n scream"den we were like "okay"but we were jus outside d cls n we started screaming n shouting alrdy tcher doesn't care anymore..so me,ama,idayu n pei ru headed to d toilet n took lots n lots of pic..den went to canteen..as usual idayu left us 1st den i dun remember wat happened..wait i remeber..me,pei ru n ama stayed bck at skul frm 2-3pm we watched azmi..khai..asri..amirul n dis one guy i dunno hu..prac their soccer..den there was one time wen ama wanted to go to toilet n she left me all alone at d chair den skali d guys all cum surround d place..i was like " fish why do they have to cum here..at dis time" den d guy hu i dunnoe go sit near me like play2..i was like "ama u better get ur ass here asap!!" i seriously died there..its so nt cool being surrounded by 3 sec 2 mischiveous strangers wit only remaining 2 guys hu i noe quite well tat jus sat there looking...after that at 3+ watch them play soccer match..wohoo..they won 18-1..how cool was that!!
Wednesday was marking day so no skul thought will be so cool turns out..i rather go skul..i cn die of boredom at home..while d restegrity go out jln rayer i was fed up by my dad lst min cancellation of JB trip..haish..den aft that abg aidil ajaked go cycling cos he was bored n no one was available but i rejected since i got no bicycle den he asked me go Chong Pang wit him he wan show ard his new neighbourhood..BOO HOO!! he's gonna leave wdlands nxt yr!! ok so asked dad n dad REJECTED..like WTF!! only go out wit fren oso wan reject..after that entirely feeling nt gd..texted to him for d 1st time..gosh he jus brightens up my world..i knew he was d most caring guy i noe..there was a time he was asking wat i was doing..n i said i was crying cos my sis go play wit my brand new headphones..bt i didn't tell him d reason..den in a flash he texted me "why? what happen" n nt even before i was able to reply his msg he called me..n tat was d 1st time i talked to him..i love his voice..its so concerned n his voice was so like abg aidil..d way he talks is also d same..d only thing tat makes him diff is his unique sound of bass in his voice..n he doesn't like it whenever i had to go..and we had d most sweetest memories wen he called me in midnight secretly..we had on n offs conversation..and in total we spent roughly bout 1+ hours talking to each other n ended with him singing on d phone..aww..boy were u so sweet..gosh which gurl dun like it wen a guy sing for her..n whenever i sounded like sleeping he would say "u go slp first lh..i dun mind.." den after d official ending of d call..we praised each others voice..even though clearly i dun have d voice but he insists tat my voice is very nice..how sweet of u..d last msg he sent was d 1 hu made my stomach full of butterflies n made my heart knocking..dis was his lst msg.. "Gdnite sweetdream n ily tmw morning msg me"..well u cn see..hu wouldn't melt..
Thursday 1st thing in d morning received a warming gd morning msg frm him didn't even had time to text him he already texted me first..aww..i noe he so d sweet..den after that he asked me what time i finish skul..n i didn't managed to reply until i was ready..he was like "later in skul cn msg me?" den of course i had to say no..den he say "alah..why?" den i explained lh..n he sound so sad..aww im also sad okay..den aft that in skul got maths,geog n hist MCQ results..maths was okok..B3..how pathetic is tat..geog i dun remember..hist i oso forgot..wasn't in d mood to remember results..after skul it started to rain like hell..like seriously impossible to get out of d skul wit d storm n lightning.. d level of heaviness is like d moment u stepped out of d building u will be drenched head to toe..tats how bad it was..so stayed bck wit ama n pei ru..he texted me n called me..he was like "u wan me to pick u up" n i was like "yeah rite" den he said "im serious" den i dun blieve luhh..tell me hu wan cum all d way frm d south to north..so i said " no need lh" den he say "ohkay.." ahh gosh he was so sweet..den after that wen me n ama was heading towards out of skul..ama stopped by at d bookshop..cos she wan say bye to her darlingg..den wen i turned ard i saw khai waving at our direction..i wasn't sure hu khai was waving at so i didn't wave bck but ama did..excuse me wasn't being rude..jus dun wan be paisey-ed..den at d bus stop HE called me..while i was talking to him..pei ru n ama non-stop shout like hell..cos as normal dey cn never kp their mouth shut when their gf's are toking to their darhlingg..den went bck hum..texted him d whole time..evryday..text msgs ended wit a "bye..tc..ily n gudnite"..i love it very much..
Friday went to skul in home clothes..its BE YOURSELF DAY PEOPLE!! n as usual..received gd morning msg frm HIM..d moment i reached hum..i tried my very best to remain invisible to d eyes of abg Aidil..he early2 already say wan see wat im wearing on friday..den skali he walk past by me n i was like "FISH!!" n he was laughing alrdy..knew it tat abg..laugh n laugh at me only..yalah2 im a thing u cn make fun of rite..yeap2..den after tat went up to hall..had a be urself day concert..by far d only thing that attracted me was d fashion show by sec 3,2 n 1..n wen OM Tan sang national day song..that was d main attraction.. after that was we spent lets see 9.45-11.45...2hrs on d charity bazaar end up bought a sandwich...i didn't wanna buy it but i was forced by Tabin..Radhi & Yusoff..those bastards..dey circled around me at the watercooler place..wit no way to get out off them..Tabin was like "If u like khai..u better buy dis sandwich" den i tried to get out of them bt it was possible den Tabin say "okok if u dun like khai u buy dis sandwich" n i was like confused how to say i dun like khai n still get out of d circle w/o buying anything..den Tabin say "okok!..if u dun like khai u buy dis sandwich..if u like khai u buy dis sandwich.." n i was like FISH!! Pei Ru summore cn still jus see..WALAO THAT GURL!! Den after that bought it n ran away pulling Pei Ru along..after that hanged out at d D&T room which is also near d boys toilet..so i didn't realised it bt i guess Aidil saw my clique n he go n tapped me..wait its more like a smack my shoulder n went into d toilet..den after that Siti wifey tersayang n Ira said "Shaf! Nt fair! Aidil tapped u n totally ignored us!!" i jus kept silent..whats there to say dh kater abg/adk angkat den my frens are like strangers to him..after that siap2 go bck hum..siap2 go ncdcc..was supposed to have Footdrill Bronze bt cancelled..Encik Salehan took over a group of 5 of us in our marching..actually..TRUTHFULLY..i noe alrdy bt i jus say i dunno..den there was a time wen he said "ok one by one go do marching n berhenti.." n UNFORTUNATELY..i was first to go..so i tried my best n i managed to nail it den Encik Salehan said "GOOD!! VERY GOOD!!" den he clapped his hands..i felt good..knowing i was able to do it confidently..n after a few mins wit Encik Salehan..we were transferred to Encik Zul..he knew we could do gd so he kept on saying "Ok ah! We show off d other grp.." tat meant..high expectations..n d formula for disaster is..High Expectations + No Self Confidence= Disaster..after that had to rush back hum..cos mum dun wan b stucked in traffic jam wen wan go jb..otw bck hum i walked damn slowly while texting wit HIM..den wen i said i had to go jb his reaction was "Ahh?! Why?" den i explained to him..den i said i'll be cuming bck hum by monday..den he say "Ahh..so long..bored ah liddat.." aww i noe im gonna be bored too..saying bye to u was d hardest i noe..bt too bad lh gotta go..nvm monday kiter bual puas2 kay syg?...k la..nuting more to say..bye!!
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@ 8:47 PM
Green Earpiece!