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~With love, Shafieqah~

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♥Saturday, November 7, 2009♥

HIEs! Prob rite now if u see d title..u'll b guessing I LOVE YOU..bt nahh!! tats nt it!
its act I MISS YOU..to be accurate its more of a I MISS HYM..yeah..he's d one im missing like hell..wonders if he's thinking of me..sure n he didn't slp well i guess..well syg,im nt sleeping tat well..i cnt even slp nw..i feel so restless..u noe im so lonely..n i kp thinking bout u..haish..nvm..tuesday i'll be out of no-signal-world..n get to cum to spore..where i get hp SIGNAL!! nw i so appreciate the existence of handphones n signals..n internet n computers..
lets jus say i LOVE all electronic devices..i really gt nuting to say bsides..HOLIDAYS has its PROS' n CONS' which i DUN really LIKE..so yeah..i gt nuting to say actually bsides..gosh im missing hym like hell n i love hym to death seyy..cnt wait to meet hym again..dis tyme d date's over breakfast..or lunch..i dunno bout tat..bt my guess wuld be over breakfast..so cnt wait for that day to cum..

ps.I MISS YOU LIKE HELL!!

countdown to 1st monthsary: 13 more days!

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my heart stops when you look at me♥
@ 2:06 AM

♥Sunday, November 1, 2009♥

woke up early..nuting to do so slept back..
holidays in jb are so boring..no hp signals..
missing my dearly beloved frens n hym like hell..
i feel so empty..i miss hym too much..
reading his msgs was all i culd do to lessen d heavy feelings off my chest..
n it has only been 2 days..imagine 2 mths..i culd die frm missing hym..
looking at pics taken throughout skul yr makes me go bck to memory lane..
i kept thinking d possibilities n negatives of nxt yr..
d diff is ama wuld be in a diff cls den me..tears my heart jus thinking of it..
nxt year..abg aidil wun be in Evergreen anymore..he'll be gg to sum polytechnic..
and i hope he get to cum back as a CLT..all tats left is d memories in skul..
i dun wanna go back to memory lane..it hurts like hell..
i dun wanna go bck to skul next yr..it'll be very different..
i dun wanna past by d corridors of skul and reminisce all the memories..
especially those wit abg aidil..im gonna miss hym like hell..
we maybe in contact always bt it will be diff..i dun get to wave at hym n kacau hym whenever he past by d corridors in skul..i appreciate all d stuffs he did for me..
lending an ear and a helping hand wenever i needed one..
for my clique..we will be together as one..n no ties will be broken..
as for hym..he's in my heart n mind always..i cnt slp tat well..
he's nt there to say gudnite to me..say tat he loves me..
im yearning for tat terribly...i miss hym like hell..i love hym so much..
n evry morning he wasn't there to say gud morning..tats d diff i felt evryday..
i wonder if he's missing me..i noe he does..cs i do..
cnt wait to meet up soon..

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my heart stops when you look at me♥
@ 11:33 PM

♥Friday, October 23, 2009♥

The following things are what im yearning to tell him:
"nas im in love wit u"
"nas u r d one for me"
"nas u r d sweetest thang tat happened in my life"
"nas i dun care if u dun have d looks i still love u"
"nas i love you cos u r swt"
"nas bcos of d thing u did tat stole my heart i put aside ur looks to be wit u"
"nas i'll be urs for as long as love is in d air"
"nas i nvr regretted to be wit u"
"lastly,i chose dis following msg as i tink its d most sweetest u gave to me"
Frm my guy,to his gurl
thanks sayang..u're d most special gurl for me..
i love you..

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my heart stops when you look at me♥
@ 11:49 PM

♥♥

20.10.09
That's d one fabulous day..that's d day we bcame 1 in our heart syg..
yes..im ATTACHED wit him..
syg i rmbr dis day forever..
he's the sweetest guy i knew thats why..
ILOVEYOU SYG<3
22.10.09
i met u..bt it was too brief..i wanted to be wit u a bit longer
but i was jus too nervous..
i jus realised..bt i have to say dis syg..
you're DAMN EFFING TALL seriously
i feel so short bside u..
cherish the endless phone talks n sweet talks in d nite..
once again
ILOVEYOU SYG<3
-shaf signing out-
ps.missing u lh nas D:

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my heart stops when you look at me♥
@ 10:38 PM

♥Monday, October 19, 2009♥

Tday woke up after experiencing 2 dreams continuosly..sweet dream followed by worst nightmare...





I dreamt that i was going bck to S'pore n usually i get my hp signal at d checkpoint..so i dreamt that when i gt my hp signal i received 7 msgs..5 msgs were frm my frens n 2 msgs frm him..so i read his msgs first..d first msg he wrote dis.."2 days is very long for me..i miss you so much.." n d 2nd msg was d one which made my heart knocking..he wrote this " i realised i cnt be alone..can we be together..forever?" i would go jelly on my feet if this was real..bt sadly its jus a sweet dream..i dream i wish would happen soon..



Well d 2nd dream was rather unneeded..at all..in my dream all i saw was Ira n Aidil...strangely my skul canteen wasn't my skul canteen..i felt more like in Mac'D..there was escalator in my skul..Den the dream started wen me n my frens settled at d table..i asked my fren wat she wants so i cn buy her food..n Aidil was on d same lane as me..so wen i wanted to get out Aidil purposely blocked me..after that d nxt thing i could remember i was going dwn a staircase wit my fren..carrying a tray full of food..n den aft that d nxt scene was me n my frens were cycling n i saw Aidil n he was showing off his moves on d bike n i heard Ira say "its normal..Aidil's always showing off" den d nxt thing me n my "frens" were cycling thru an army range..wen i realised it was an army range we ran out of d place bt sumhow d tunnels ended up in d hospital which was infested with ZOMBIES..n d thing is tat d zombies aren't slow or dead..they're fast..lightning fast..so i pulled my frens and i was running as fast as my legs could carry me..i rmbr going down a lane full of houses which was quite..nt really infested with zombies den i turned right den i turned left..den i raced past by dis one zombie..gosh i pulled my fren along...we ran n ran all d way bck to skul..all the way bck to skul we were chased by zombies..my fren nearly gave up..till i said "pull urself together..jus get in d damn room..its very close jus drag urself a bit more!!" in d end she managed to get in d room n she helped me try to close d door bt the zombies were so strong..at that moment flashbacks starts to happen..i pictured d smiles on my family's face..smiles on Aidil's face..smiles on my beloved frens faces n d smiles on his face..wondering how they are..wishing to tell them how much i loved them..n den phoof!! i woke up wit my hands covering my face..dis nightmare shows how much i should cherish my loved ones while i still can..


its alrdy 2 days since i last talked to u
i dun even imagined i would be missing u dis bad..

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my heart stops when you look at me♥
@ 12:33 AM

♥Saturday, October 17, 2009♥

-Damn those sweet memories-
Its always u i look forward to brightening up my day..


its been a long tyme since i blog.
i noe it looks dead..sorry been bz for d EOYs
ok well dis is jus an intro let me start toking..
well i dun wanna go so far bck cos i cnt really remember
so i'll jus talk frm Tuesday..yeah tuesday sounds gd
evry paragraph is one day so let me begin


Well tuesday had last paper which is bio..yeah..tough paper..very2 tough..i rmbr aft d paper d tchr was like"guys could u wait until u r in d canteen b4 u shout n scream"den we were like "okay"but we were jus outside d cls n we started screaming n shouting alrdy tcher doesn't care anymore..so me,ama,idayu n pei ru headed to d toilet n took lots n lots of pic..den went to canteen..as usual idayu left us 1st den i dun remember wat happened..wait i remeber..me,pei ru n ama stayed bck at skul frm 2-3pm we watched azmi..khai..asri..amirul n dis one guy i dunno hu..prac their soccer..den there was one time wen ama wanted to go to toilet n she left me all alone at d chair den skali d guys all cum surround d place..i was like " fish why do they have to cum here..at dis time" den d guy hu i dunnoe go sit near me like play2..i was like "ama u better get ur ass here asap!!" i seriously died there..its so nt cool being surrounded by 3 sec 2 mischiveous strangers wit only remaining 2 guys hu i noe quite well tat jus sat there looking...after that at 3+ watch them play soccer match..wohoo..they won 18-1..how cool was that!!


Wednesday was marking day so no skul thought will be so cool turns out..i rather go skul..i cn die of boredom at home..while d restegrity go out jln rayer i was fed up by my dad lst min cancellation of JB trip..haish..den aft that abg aidil ajaked go cycling cos he was bored n no one was available but i rejected since i got no bicycle den he asked me go Chong Pang wit him he wan show ard his new neighbourhood..BOO HOO!! he's gonna leave wdlands nxt yr!! ok so asked dad n dad REJECTED..like WTF!! only go out wit fren oso wan reject..after that entirely feeling nt gd..texted to him for d 1st time..gosh he jus brightens up my world..i knew he was d most caring guy i noe..there was a time he was asking wat i was doing..n i said i was crying cos my sis go play wit my brand new headphones..bt i didn't tell him d reason..den in a flash he texted me "why? what happen" n nt even before i was able to reply his msg he called me..n tat was d 1st time i talked to him..i love his voice..its so concerned n his voice was so like abg aidil..d way he talks is also d same..d only thing tat makes him diff is his unique sound of bass in his voice..n he doesn't like it whenever i had to go..and we had d most sweetest memories wen he called me in midnight secretly..we had on n offs conversation..and in total we spent roughly bout 1+ hours talking to each other n ended with him singing on d phone..aww..boy were u so sweet..gosh which gurl dun like it wen a guy sing for her..n whenever i sounded like sleeping he would say "u go slp first lh..i dun mind.." den after d official ending of d call..we praised each others voice..even though clearly i dun have d voice but he insists tat my voice is very nice..how sweet of u..d last msg he sent was d 1 hu made my stomach full of butterflies n made my heart knocking..dis was his lst msg.. "Gdnite sweetdream n ily tmw morning msg me"..well u cn see..hu wouldn't melt..



Thursday 1st thing in d morning received a warming gd morning msg frm him didn't even had time to text him he already texted me first..aww..i noe he so d sweet..den after that he asked me what time i finish skul..n i didn't managed to reply until i was ready..he was like "later in skul cn msg me?" den of course i had to say no..den he say "alah..why?" den i explained lh..n he sound so sad..aww im also sad okay..den aft that in skul got maths,geog n hist MCQ results..maths was okok..B3..how pathetic is tat..geog i dun remember..hist i oso forgot..wasn't in d mood to remember results..after skul it started to rain like hell..like seriously impossible to get out of d skul wit d storm n lightning.. d level of heaviness is like d moment u stepped out of d building u will be drenched head to toe..tats how bad it was..so stayed bck wit ama n pei ru..he texted me n called me..he was like "u wan me to pick u up" n i was like "yeah rite" den he said "im serious" den i dun blieve luhh..tell me hu wan cum all d way frm d south to north..so i said " no need lh" den he say "ohkay.." ahh gosh he was so sweet..den after that wen me n ama was heading towards out of skul..ama stopped by at d bookshop..cos she wan say bye to her darlingg..den wen i turned ard i saw khai waving at our direction..i wasn't sure hu khai was waving at so i didn't wave bck but ama did..excuse me wasn't being rude..jus dun wan be paisey-ed..den at d bus stop HE called me..while i was talking to him..pei ru n ama non-stop shout like hell..cos as normal dey cn never kp their mouth shut when their gf's are toking to their darhlingg..den went bck hum..texted him d whole time..evryday..text msgs ended wit a "bye..tc..ily n gudnite"..i love it very much..

Friday went to skul in home clothes..its BE YOURSELF DAY PEOPLE!! n as usual..received gd morning msg frm HIM..d moment i reached hum..i tried my very best to remain invisible to d eyes of abg Aidil..he early2 already say wan see wat im wearing on friday..den skali he walk past by me n i was like "FISH!!" n he was laughing alrdy..knew it tat abg..laugh n laugh at me only..yalah2 im a thing u cn make fun of rite..yeap2..den after tat went up to hall..had a be urself day concert..by far d only thing that attracted me was d fashion show by sec 3,2 n 1..n wen OM Tan sang national day song..that was d main attraction.. after that was we spent lets see 9.45-11.45...2hrs on d charity bazaar end up bought a sandwich...i didn't wanna buy it but i was forced by Tabin..Radhi & Yusoff..those bastards..dey circled around me at the watercooler place..wit no way to get out off them..Tabin was like "If u like khai..u better buy dis sandwich" den i tried to get out of them bt it was possible den Tabin say "okok if u dun like khai u buy dis sandwich" n i was like confused how to say i dun like khai n still get out of d circle w/o buying anything..den Tabin say "okok!..if u dun like khai u buy dis sandwich..if u like khai u buy dis sandwich.." n i was like FISH!! Pei Ru summore cn still jus see..WALAO THAT GURL!! Den after that bought it n ran away pulling Pei Ru along..after that hanged out at d D&T room which is also near d boys toilet..so i didn't realised it bt i guess Aidil saw my clique n he go n tapped me..wait its more like a smack my shoulder n went into d toilet..den after that Siti wifey tersayang n Ira said "Shaf! Nt fair! Aidil tapped u n totally ignored us!!" i jus kept silent..whats there to say dh kater abg/adk angkat den my frens are like strangers to him..after that siap2 go bck hum..siap2 go ncdcc..was supposed to have Footdrill Bronze bt cancelled..Encik Salehan took over a group of 5 of us in our marching..actually..TRUTHFULLY..i noe alrdy bt i jus say i dunno..den there was a time wen he said "ok one by one go do marching n berhenti.." n UNFORTUNATELY..i was first to go..so i tried my best n i managed to nail it den Encik Salehan said "GOOD!! VERY GOOD!!" den he clapped his hands..i felt good..knowing i was able to do it confidently..n after a few mins wit Encik Salehan..we were transferred to Encik Zul..he knew we could do gd so he kept on saying "Ok ah! We show off d other grp.." tat meant..high expectations..n d formula for disaster is..High Expectations + No Self Confidence= Disaster..after that had to rush back hum..cos mum dun wan b stucked in traffic jam wen wan go jb..otw bck hum i walked damn slowly while texting wit HIM..den wen i said i had to go jb his reaction was "Ahh?! Why?" den i explained to him..den i said i'll be cuming bck hum by monday..den he say "Ahh..so long..bored ah liddat.." aww i noe im gonna be bored too..saying bye to u was d hardest i noe..bt too bad lh gotta go..nvm monday kiter bual puas2 kay syg?...k la..nuting more to say..bye!!

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my heart stops when you look at me♥
@ 8:47 PM

♥Wednesday, September 23, 2009♥

Eversince Mr/Sir Zul [i dunno which one to kol him] cum to skul..it was awsome/crazy!! Especially after the duit rayer incident i was "hated" by ama.. and den ama non stop begging Mr/Sir Zul to give her duit rayer..in the end tk dpt..Muahahaha!! Den den jus found out Mr/Sir Zul read my blog..secrets terbongkar dh tngk ni ur name dh kluar..happy?..beybey now i already found out his blog..hehehe..dis is so awsome..it's jus so easy to find out..i followed ama's idea n it really worked!! i was like OMG!! yupp..his blog? quite cool got his pic..but he is so the poetic..
serious nt joking!! to Mr/Sir Zul..im nt saying u being poetic is nt gd but u're being so poetic i dun really noe wat u toking bout..at times.. anyways yup its kinda weird having him around at skul..at first wit all the NCDCC stuffs yeah..totally WEIRD!! but wen i finally got used to it..attachment over..boohoo..so sad :(..ye larh tuu.. k la nt until wanna cry ahk of course..but still sad. when i finally found out he was here for attachment, i was like PHEW!! yalah tat Encik Aidil ahk anyhow say spy frm HQ lh aperlh..wide imagination..fikiran masi bdk2..k la i go first..tata..

ps. Mr/Sir Zul u noe my secrets..so now..u must keep it to yourself!!
thank you!! :D

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my heart stops when you look at me♥
@ 6:05 PM

♥Tuesday, September 15, 2009♥

From sisters to sisters.

Sisters are like your own twins,they understand & love you more than a boyf . Sisters wipe your tears after a heartbreak ,boys just leave you alone once they get sick of you . Sisters hold your hand & never even think about letting go, noys just let go whhen they feel like it . Sisters takes minutes to reply msgs/calls , boys take forever . Sisters dun comment on your looks , boys do & with a sentence,

iloveyou sister .<3
(an appreciation msg i so love it)

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my heart stops when you look at me♥
@ 5:01 PM

♥Sunday, September 13, 2009♥


i feel that i've made a big mistake
a mistake impossible to be reversed.
but i really wan it to be reversed..im sorry..but i jus want to be wit u
i was stupid but now i noe i've made a mistake i regret a lot
would it hurt for you to give me a chance??
would it hurt for me to take a chance??
would you accept me after what i did to you??
but now i dun see d point of asking you..i feel i already knew d answer
i never wanted to tell u this bcos i fear of ur answer
but im in doubt..i know i like Iz..
but i dun tink bout him as much as i do bout u..
even though u may not have d looks..
but its ur heart that i look at.
i hope u would accept that i was a fool to not accept you
letting you go was d hardest thing to do
i've rejected a guy before but tat wasn't as hard as you
simply cos u're d guy hu love me dearly though i broke ur heart
and for tat reason i found out im a fool..for not giving you a chance..
i cnt say anymore..it hurts to think bout all d possibilities.
i've wanted to ask you..but i didn't have the courage
nor was it perfect timing..
at tat tyme,i fear my frens dun like d fact tat u r nt hot or cute
but now it doesn't matter..
cos i finally understand the meaning of love
i wan u to noe..i feel tat i love you..but im nt sure.

nas.ans me.ans my doubts.
i think i love you.but do u still?

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my heart stops when you look at me♥
@ 2:44 AM

♥♥

Choi Min Ho!!

Yesterday spent the whole day making kueh raya wit mum,grandma and aunt..itwas so fun but of course tiring..we started frm morning all the way until night but we had a 2 hr break bcos of break fast...n having the will to resist the fragrance of the kueh during fasting was unbearable!! many a times i wanted to break fast..but lucky i didn't..we made cornflakes and suji..suji nice!! cornflakes sweet gilerr!!..gonna keep tdays post short and sweet cos there's really nuting more to say..



i keep on saying im over you..bt im really nt
but khai,nw i've finally got over you..

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my heart stops when you look at me♥
@ 2:35 AM

♥Sunday, August 30, 2009♥

well dis was supposed to be fridays' post so all of dis happened on friday...
in the morning went to school..didn't even felt like going to school..the thing that made me go to school was looking forward to recess wen Aidil will meet wit me for a while..he wanted to give me sumting and i was extremely curious of the object..so i didn't really concentrated in class..wen the bell rang at exactly 10am i rushed and keep on asking Amalina and Idayu to hurry up as i really wanna meet Aidil..so went down guess were a bit early..Aidil class jus went down for PE..he spotted me while i was on the way to "lpak" behind..he signalled me to wait so i jus waited for him where i could see him..which is sumwhere near the car porch..10 mins past by and Aidil called me..we moved near d pot of plant so no unwanted "eyes" can see us..so he gave me his Cadet IC shirt to me..at first i was like 'why is he giving me dis?' den he say "its a sort of remebrance so u can remember me jus in case i dun cum bck" and i felt so touched..so i said "ohk..thanks.." den he went straight to the fitness corner..on his way there i was behind of him and so i ask "Aidil u dun wan cum bck ah?" den he say "see first lh" den i shouted "cum bck arh!" den i was dragged by my gfs'..in front of him i acted cool..but deep inside i really3 felt touched...after school straight went home and prepared to go HTA to support d selected sec 2's for the inter quiz finals..on the way there i sent an appreciation msg to Aidil...apparently he was lpak-ing at cwp wen i was msging hym..tk padan bdk baek..den at HTA met a lot of hot guys..and my jurong west sec buddy,Amirah..although our school won 4th place, i didn't mind..i cn feel thier tension..as Encik Daniel says "it doesn''t matter if we win or lose..as long as we get Sportslink vouchers..that matters" i seriously laugh like hell wen i heard him say that..its like OMG dey care bout Sportslink vouchers more den winning..LOL!!..on the way bck hum frm HTA while in d bus, i thought to myself wen Aidil say he gave me his shirt if in case he doesn't cum back which to me actually meants like he already made up his mind tat he's nt cuming bck..so i texted him and we literally debated thru text msgs...we were debating bout asking him to cum bck as a CLT..and he said to me "i have d nomination form..i already submitted its jus a matter of whether i will pass the course or d interview" and i was like "ohk..i see"..so u see how rapat me and Aidil is that's practically why he gave d gift to only me..his so called "adk"..and dun worry i will take care of ur shirt like it is my whole life..for now i guess i jus wanna spent more time with Aidil and nt concentrate on guys..its d only thing i cn do..and pray seriously damn hard he will bcom a CLT..AMIN!!

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@ 1:37 AM

♥Saturday, August 15, 2009♥

Never Again-SS501(translated ver.)

Why didn't you tell me
That there was someone else by your side
Even though it'd hurt me so much that i feel like
I'd want to die

I was
the one being in the way
standing between you and her

Honestly,
I think i did the right thing
Letting you go
But it's still hurting deep inside

I don't wanna love again
Baby,i don't wanna love again,
I don't want it to find me once more

I don't wanna love again
Baby i know i'm being too selfish
Wanting someone like you

Yeah,the last words
I want to say to you
Always come out differently than i plan

You were
My everything
But your cruelty
Devastated me

I was
the one being in the way
standing between you and her

Honestly
i think i did the right thing
letting you go
but it's still hurting deep inside

I don't wanna love agian
Baby,i don't wanna love again
I don't want it to find me once more

I don't wanna love again
Baby,I know im being too selfish
Wanting someone like you

I was a fool for not leaving before,
I'll erase
All of your memories
Yeah,all at once

I don't wanna love again
Baby,I dont wanna love again
I don't i don't i don't,baby
I don't wanna love you again,
Can't you see my darling

I don't wanna love gain
Oh i don't wanna love again,
Without having you
But baby i can say now,
Sorry...but i don't need you anymore..

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my heart stops when you look at me♥
@ 4:57 PM

♥Sunday, August 9, 2009♥

Members of SS501!! Even if they're not cute they're HOT!!
Members of SHINee!! They're all cute rite?!

Tae Min frm SHINee is just so CUTE!!


Hyung Joon frm SS501 is so HOT!!




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my heart stops when you look at me♥
@ 1:44 AM

♥Sunday, August 2, 2009♥

My finished cup of Oreo milkshake n a tissue[BisikBisik Restaurant]
My nephew..isn't he cute?[tido jek ehk?]

Woah..speeding keper?!






Mummy's gurl!



woke up early morning by my cat...she's a cute cat but she's super heavy so she can practically wake me up when she put her paw on my body..i woke up and den fell back to dream land again and woke up 10.30 in the morning LOL!! that was after a pillow was thrown to me by my mom...in the end i had to rush bcos my family was gonna visit my aunty family in "kampung" its like a 2h drive frm my home so i've had whole mountain of food with me since im gonna get hungry and most probably sleepy..i just love going back to the village its just so peaceful unlike in the city..eventhough the place may be dirty and all but its back to the roots..wat do you expect rite? There,i met for the first time my newborn nephew..which means..yes..im already an aunty..haha its cool u noe..den in a few weeks im gonna have another nephew..yuppy how cool isit!! 2 nephew in a month...its jus a coincidence..hahax..

im missing you already,
i think i love you,
no! i really2 love you!!

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my heart stops when you look at me♥
@ 1:01 AM

♥Tuesday, July 28, 2009♥

Amalina read carefully in detail that i apologize for "copying" you...i'll find my own style..i changed my "copied" version and pls tell ur nadiah tat i dun wan cari psl with her..okays..

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my heart stops when you look at me♥
@ 6:47 PM

♥Thursday, July 16, 2009♥

In a blink of an eye...my fairytale story turn into a nightmare..seeing those words hurt me more than anything else...having hopes too high is not necessarily a good thing..and its lucky i didn't...u simply broke my heart like tat..like having fun with me and jus throw me aside like im sum kind of toy..don't u hav any feelings??..wat u did was unforgivable...but im lucky i have my frens cause one thing im sure of is..through thick or thin,happiness or sadness,pain or not, my frens are always there by my side...Friendship is more important than Love...im glad i knew tat and even though, i'll see his face everyday, i can avoid it jus by looking at the faces of my hyper-active frens makes my sadness gone..

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my heart stops when you look at me♥
@ 7:26 PM

♥Wednesday, June 10, 2009♥

Yesterday he texted me...he was so sweet and he knew i liked him and he told me that he did like me but he wanted us to be more closer first..i just agreed...i was just so happy that he gave me the chance...11pm he said he wanted to sleep..he said gdnite and sweet dreams...i said that to him too..woke up he texted me with a warming "gd morning"...he told me he's going to Perak for holidays...wanted to tell hym that im gonna miss him..but didn't...told him im going to australia for 2 weeks...he said " thats long.."...well dun worry im gonna buy u souveniors i said...but he insisted not to buy anything for him....aww how sweet was that...but nevermind i'll just buy for you a special one ok...

boy..thanks..
for giving me a chance...

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@ 2:06 PM

♥Tuesday, June 9, 2009♥

im sori...i've broken your heart...we're just friends i say..but i noe to u im more than jus friends...although i've broken your heart u're still sweet,kind and u still love me no matter what..dun worry someday ur love is answered its just a matter of time and the person...okaes..dun worry...dun worry

dun worry nas,
sumday..not long
jus wait for it okaes..

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my heart stops when you look at me♥
@ 7:00 PM

♥Monday, June 8, 2009♥

Yesterday i had a really weird/funny/sweet dream...i dreamt that i was seating in my school canteen and i was like sorta having a maths tuition wit a group of sec 2 and sec 1...den i was seating beside a guy named Izzat..he was friendly and he liked to talk to me in my dream tat is...den he got scolded cos his marks was so low for d practice paper...he was using his police shirt not d uniform...den after "tuition" ended, i was standing up and den dis chinese guy like came to me den slipped a piece of paper in my bag...i was like confused and intrigued...den i looked around and Izzat was no where to be seen so i took out the piece of paper and on tat piece of paper there was Izzats' name and his number...i vaguely remember d number bt it started with a 9 and ended with a 4...i mean how cool was tat sia!! Haha..lol!!

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my heart stops when you look at me♥
@ 4:32 PM

♥Thursday, June 4, 2009♥

these 3 simple words makes my world go round...i love you...jus that simple sentence rule
evrything... dis guy he's sec 2...i noe hym from frenster..he's in d same cca as i am but in different school...after getting to know each other better he said that he liked me..i was shocked..i told hym i needed time to decide..he doesn't matter so i asked hym for until dis weekend...he said ok...the thing is who should i choose??Furthermore,the guy i liked jus asked for my number and he oso gave his to me..i mean how cool is that!! i mean its like dreams coming true for me..oh but still in the end im still confused and one heart must be broken...that is just not hu i am...im so confused...
ps.i got a cut at my finger for playing wit d scissors

boy,dun torture my thoughts...plz..

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