woke up early..nuting to do so slept back..
holidays in jb are so boring..no hp signals..
missing my dearly beloved frens n hym like hell..
i feel so empty..i miss hym too much..
reading his msgs was all i culd do to lessen d heavy feelings off my chest..
n it has only been 2 days..imagine 2 mths..i culd die frm missing hym..
looking at pics taken throughout skul yr makes me go bck to memory lane..
i kept thinking d possibilities n negatives of nxt yr..
d diff is ama wuld be in a diff cls den me..tears my heart jus thinking of it..
nxt year..abg aidil wun be in Evergreen anymore..he'll be gg to sum polytechnic..
and i hope he get to cum back as a CLT..all tats left is d memories in skul..
i dun wanna go back to memory lane..it hurts like hell..
i dun wanna go bck to skul next yr..it'll be very different..
i dun wanna past by d corridors of skul and reminisce all the memories..
especially those wit abg aidil..im gonna miss hym like hell..
we maybe in contact always bt it will be diff..i dun get to wave at hym n kacau hym whenever he past by d corridors in skul..i appreciate all d stuffs he did for me..
lending an ear and a helping hand wenever i needed one..
for my clique..we will be together as one..n no ties will be broken..
as for hym..he's in my heart n mind always..i cnt slp tat well..
he's nt there to say gudnite to me..say tat he loves me..
im yearning for tat terribly...i miss hym like hell..i love hym so much..
n evry morning he wasn't there to say gud morning..tats d diff i felt evryday..
i wonder if he's missing me..i noe he does..cs i do..
cnt wait to meet up soon..

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